Energy©

Being in love sometimes feesl so...powerless, like you've walked to the edge of a cliff and were pushed off. As I was writing this piece, I was thinking of being in love with someone, and the energy and great vibe you feel from that person. As adults, we question this energy - is it real, will it last - because we bring our past experiences in to this situation and ask far too many questions. But when you are younger, you just go for it, because you allow yourself to simply be in the moment. I want to think less and feel more in my relationships.....


I love the energy of you
It makes me dizzy with anticipation
my pulse quickens
throat dries
palms become sweaty
Is this just the giddy stage
or will you always make me feel this way?
Each time I see you
the feelings become richer
I feel the calm essence of you
but over the top of it
I feel you

And all the energy you have locked inside
waiting, wanting
for just the right woman
am I the one?
I want to be
but I dare not ask
it's easier just to absorb waht vibrates from you
and that alone is powerful enough
it beckons me to be greater
stretch further
aim higher
dream bigger
I just have to learn the rythm of you
to harvest the energy of you
so that it manifests in time with me
Each time I connect with you
I'm drawn further in
as if a spell has been cast
The power of what I'm feeling scares me
It's like I'm falling off a cliff
and trusting that there is a safety net - you
there to catch me
will you be there?
Perhaps I'm just thinking this too far through
trying to sort things and figure out the me and you
I am sitting on the fence of emotions
on one side there's my future
which I cannot see
and I don't know if you exist in it with me
on the other side is my past
where I compare you with my other life experiences
But I know I have to come down from the fence
because here you are
in my present
I need to learn how to stand in the moment
this moment
with you
Not looking backwards, where there exists my troubled past
Not peeking forward, where I'm trying to predict my past
All I can do is enjoy the energy of you
the spirit of you
All I can do is let go, and be
No matter how long or short
and allow the butterflies, sweaty palms and racing heart
for you
are my right now
And I love the energy of you....