Restless©

Ahh, the dating game. It's certainly an interesting experience. There are good dates, horrible ones and really, really great ones. But what happens when you vibe with someone really well and start to hang out and really get to know one another. It's that initial, what's going to happen next feeling that drives me crazy. I have gotten so used to my DVR at home, that I sometimes wish I could just fast forward through everything and get to the really good parts, like are we going to stay together? Who leaves whom? Am I relieved or does it hurt?? In other words, I'm restless....

I am scared of this moment
the in-between stage
after you've met
gone out on several dates
hung out just because
where do we go from here?
Restless
This is where I wish
I could hit the fast forward button
or look at the last page in the book
or maybe just a peek inside his mind
just a small glimpse to know
does he really like me?
Restless
His kisses taste so sweet
I love the way our bodies align
love the way his hand fits in mine
it's too early to say I Love You
yet obvious I'm mad about you
I am truly perplexed on what to do!
Restless
So I have to continue on
enjoying the good times between you and I
but it may not be meant to be
hoping for the best
in this in-between stage
i'll just have to be patient and wait to see
Restless
I'll simply enjoy each moment
share laughs
tender kisses
and hope we'll keep moving forward
continuing in our growth together
i'll open my heart just a tiny bit more
and release
being
restless....